The future has always scared me almost to the point where I can't think of anything else. With only two months left of school and of being here I come to the same outcome. It frightens me that my only year of being at this school is almost over. I have a hard time processing the idea of never seeing some of my closest friends for a long time. You'd think I'd be used to that with friends and family that live all across the world. This, however, seems.......... different. Maybe I just can't picture myself in a new school. Again. Though I don't exactly like the prospect of being the new kid again, I am comforted by two things. One of them being that I will be surrounded by freshmen such as myself. The second thing is that I don't regret changing schools as a senior.
Sure there were and there still are times when it is hard. The first month of school I was racked by nerves every morning and through out the day. I didn't know where to go, what to do and who everyone was. I felt so lost. I, however, learned so much about myself at this time that I can't help but feel proud for all that I have achieved. I guess what I am afraid of is the unknown and not knowing how everything will turn out in the future.
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